well, if u read this, u will understand me better.... first of all, as some have mentioned, i am an innocent guy.... but i dont think so actually, coz at times i feel guilty especially after offending people.... though they r wrong and i am right, i still apologise to them.... so i feel that i am kinda stupid.... i am really a moron....
then, the second weakness here is that i trust people easily.... sigh~~~ when someone says bad bout another person, i will have a bad perception on that person.... so basically i kinda feel bad too because i should have observed that person before i judge them.... now, i think as i grow older, i am more matured now and i wont judge other people based on their appearance or character....
next, i am totally out in bargaining..... OMG...... this is the worst... i think this is my number 1 weakness of all time.... grrrrrgghhhhhhh.... i just cant overcome it..... i tried but TAK BOLEH.... urrrgggghhhhhh
As experience and way of thinking grow with age and maturity, i am of the point that i am a bit different now.... the person i was in the past was indeed a coward, irresponsible and undecided person..... i feel that i have the responsibility to help others with what i could....
so its done..... i have chosen my path, my ambition and my dream.... i will work hard from now on and discard what is bad.... last time i was a person without an ambition who yearn to have an easy life.... but somehow i feel guilty with it... since i can study, y not use my brain and intelligence to help people?
yeah thats more like it... i still remember in the past that i used to be weak, being possessed easily by others, and trust people easily.... but now i realised that the most important person to overcome is yourself... so mark my word.... ~~~ i am not that idiot or numbskull anymore.... I am WHO I AM...
N the point is, i need to be firm! Point taken###
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